The punishment needs to fit the crime - Alberta

[Anya Kandice (Ozera)]

She knew that was stupid to do but she couldn't help it. She sighed and finally relented sitting down on a solid rock helped and the water on her wound hurt bad but not enough to make her scream. She could handle most pains after all, she was the one cutting so she had to be a bit thick skinned didn't she? she nodded. "look, What do you want from me?" she asked if she couldn't truly avoid this darn conversation she might as well get it over with.

She pulled a silly band out of her pocket, she really was not able to find an actual hair band so silly bands would do she tied her hair in a ponytail and it gave her more of an innocent look than the look of a fierce guardian oh well.

[Guardian Alberta Petrov]

"I want the truth Anya. I know that you were drowned. It still wasnt the best way to fight back." Alberta looks at Anya, a worried and slightly scared look on her face. "What has been going on with you? You have seemed not yourself recently"

[Anya Kandice (Ozera)]

Anya was getting very frustrated. "I told you what I told you before Alberta...." this was the only time she probably could get away with calling her that out loud since it was summertime and there was no one around. Not even the older guardians bothered with formalties around here these days of course that would change once school was back in session.

She finally lost her temper she had to tell her. "All right, case in point..." she took a deep breath. "I am a Moroi, I wanted to prove a point by being a guardian, I am a spirit user my powers have helped me do just that....Adrian knows as well as the queen my mentor Celeste and an ex guardian don't tell anyone"

[Guardian Alberta Petrov]

Alberta looks at Anya for a couple minutes, taking in what she just said. "Let me get this straight. You have been using Illusions to pretend that you are a Dhampir, when truely you're a Moroi? Do you know how many times your life has been at risk? Or how many times your reputation could have been destroyed? What about how the school's reputation looks?" She sighs and calms down a little. "What Moroi family are you from?"

[Anya Kandice (Ozera)]

Anya listened she didn't like being yelled at and although Alberta was not screaming crazy it felt that way and her body and mind took a reaction it did when she was being hollared at, it shut down completely she cried. "I'm sorry" she choked. That was the only thing it could say. "But I wanted to prove a point and I'm the living proof of that...the queen knows and she has allowed me to conteanue...so I don't know what you can do....but Alberta...G-Guardian Petrov please don't take this thing from me, it's all I know...I just can't physicially sit there and watch as people are getting hurt, and I have to be able to defend myself...please understand me"

She stayed quiet when Alberta asked her which family she was from. She wouldn't say it, it was embarrassing.

[Guardian Alberta Petrov]

Alberta hugs the young guardian. "Anya you do not have to cry. No one is taking anything from you. You have proven yourself. You are a very very powerful Moroi and one that I am proud to say I have had the chance to teach." She wipes the girl's tears away.

[Anya Kandice (Ozera)]

Calming down she sighed as she sat back in her seat. This was getting to be too much for her maybe she could will herself to pass out not that it would do her any good. She looked at Alberta than said. "what family I am from...I can't tell you" she told her as she knew that would start something. She wondered where her birth mother was for a split second. Tasha Ozera had just up and left her and her older brother when she had been thre years old.

She than started to get Angry part of her wanted to blame Tasha but part of her blamed her brother but the biggest part of her blamed herself.

[Guardian Alberta Petrov]

"Alright Anya. You do not have to tell me what family you are from." She looks at the younger guardian, worried about her and her well being and sanity. "Why dont we go and get some food? We can keep talking later"

[Anya Kandice (Ozera)]

She nodded. "just so you know I don't feed...not directly...I use bottles of blood...I drink them cold anywho" she said as she looked at the head guardian. "Speaking of which by the way....I'd love pizza I love some instant pizza in my dorm, there's also a little microwave there if you want to heat it up....of course I don't eat mine frozen but I prefer foods and drinks cold as it possibly can be without em hurting me"